First I want to say sorry again, because there was now for over 2 months no new post, but it happened so much that I hadn't always the time or motivation to write a new text. The last months where with really mixed feelings. On one side had I much fun. On the other side were also problems and downs.
This post will in general be more about the feelings I had and a bit about what happened in the nearest past.
When I arrived in Finland I was so excited to see everything, to learn about everything, but I was also a bit nervous how it will be. And so went the first 3 months. I learned much new and the new thing turned with the time to the all day life. In general were I happy about being here. In November started it a bit with some small problems, that always could be solved quite fast. I still was happy about being here. In December came a few a bit bigger problems, that also took sone longer disgustends or small fights with. With the time it got harder and harder for me that the communication works. The time between Christmas and New year was then again quite nice, with a lot of fun. With January and the new year, it started to get really hard for me. I was still happy to be in Finland, but not always to 've in my hostfamily. I was more often fighting with my Host Mom and it felt so hard for me to keep the communication working, that I just couldn't. In the end of January was then our Mid-year-orientation, which was a really nice and special time. Like in an other world. But after the orientation came for me kind of a hard crash back to the reality. I didn't felt so happy anymore with my hostfamily. The next weekend in the beginning of February I spend at my support persons home and talked much with her about how I feel about my hostfamily and in general about how I feel in the exchange. Together with her I made the decision to change the hostfamily. I really enjoyed the weekend with her and her family. Last Sunday, so two days ago, I told my hostmom about my decision and on Monday then the office. So now it's official, I will change hostfamily and they start surching for a new hostfamily for me. On one side I'm happy that the decision is made and out. Finally after two months of try to "fix" the things, what never really worked out. On the other side I feel weird now living together with them, after I told them that I want to change the family. In general I'm still happy that I came on an exchange. It was definitely one if the best decision I ever made 😊
Wow ... This is now a life text. I think the longest text I ever wrote about my feelings. But after such a long text I also want to show you a few pictures I took of the winter here.
This was now a bit different post then before, but I hope you still like it.
Terveisin Manja
